just when you are gone

is then when I realize what this is all about.
not when I can hold you, kiss you, feel you
just only when you are not in the room anymore
just then is when I realize whats going on in my head

sometimes is just like if everything would banish
all my thoughts, ideas, everything just letting a blank
thats why so dificult to talk about anything
cause when I'm around you everything goes blank

why? that's a question I keep asking myself
I don't understand
I don't even know if I wanna

Incoherencia, irracionalidad, incompatibilidad
todo en un mismo momento
todo junto, todo intentando convivir con la logica

ought a know......

worn out words

that's what I felt everything I said is.
I keep trying to make a difference, keep advising, and no one gives a damn.

May be I just have to stop caring at all.
I like when no one depends on you, so you don't have to answer, or give excuses.
you just have to live as you want to, not telling anyone what you're up to, but also not having whom to go if you are down.

But then again, when you are down no ones know, or they know but don't know how to deal or help you, so... what good are they for?
well, time will tell.

let's keep fighting this feeling....
let's keep hanging in there

enough for today

When light collapse into earth

Is that simple moment when a truth come out.
When you finally face something you were avoiding.

Is when for better or worst you decide to stop lying to yourself and say "THIS IS IT, take it or leave it, but deal with it"

Así que THIS IS IT.
Este es mi momento en el que me doy cuenta de que quiero, que no quiero, que vale la pena y que voy a intentar.

Estoy bien, estoy casi como nuevo, volví el kilometraje a 0, solo tengo que ponerme en firme con mis metas y no dejar que nada interfiera.
Buscar trabajo, estudiar como se debe, intentar una pareja estable.

Veremos que sale, veremos si esa luz fue un rayo o un nuevo amanecer.