just when you are gone

is then when I realize what this is all about.
not when I can hold you, kiss you, feel you
just only when you are not in the room anymore
just then is when I realize whats going on in my head

sometimes is just like if everything would banish
all my thoughts, ideas, everything just letting a blank
thats why so dificult to talk about anything
cause when I'm around you everything goes blank

why? that's a question I keep asking myself
I don't understand
I don't even know if I wanna

Incoherencia, irracionalidad, incompatibilidad
todo en un mismo momento
todo junto, todo intentando convivir con la logica

ought a know......