Lies, lies, lies....

whom to trust?
where to find that missing sign?
I'm running among the clouds of thoughts
lost in my own creation
not knowing how to believe
not understanding what to understand
how do you regain trust in someone who does not want to be honest?
how do you trust someone when you do not even know when he is lying
when you are so blind that everything is the same as long as you are with him

I'm lost...
tormented in my own labyrinth...
not knowing the way anymore
looking for an exit that becomes the entrance
crying over things that I cannot understand anymore

I'm just tired and wornt out
I just need to rest
just lay down and never get up again