Russian roulette is not the same without a gun

Usually when someone it's fine, doesn't have the time to sit and write.
I can't say that I'm in a bad moment.
As a matter of fact I'm quite happy, I'm in love of a great guy, get back to the university, my family is being (well almost all my family) quite supportive.
But nothing is perfect, so this great guy is going through some issues, and well obviously I'm helping him deal with it.
Of course I got back to study, and it's not going all that well, but is not an issue, I don't like it, but it's not an issue.
And the part that makes that "almost" all my family supports me, is being quite an asshole.
But all in all is quite alright.
The thing is that I have enough with my things to deal with somebody elses, as always, and I'm a little bit irritable.
But well, if someone doesn't like what I have to said, then they can shove there problems up there asses.

Oh I need some space, I need to see some light in the way, cause everything is ok, but cause I know the way, the darkness is closing in, and I don't wanna trip.