When what you feel is not enough!

Theres many believes out there.
Some say that there are as many religions as people in the world, cause each and everyone has a different understanding of what faith is.
Faith is not ruled by religion, you can have faith and no religion, but you can't have religion without faith.
I don't know what I have faith in...
I believe that theres more in life than the tangible things.
But I also believe that it is not enough to make the difference.
When you are 19 and someone says to you that you have a problem, that it's more complicate than usual, but you just have to get through, cause life is full of obstacles, you automatically think "why me?".
when you are 22 and you went through the obstacles, and made it out stronger, and you live your life close to happy, you don't worry much about other obstacles, cause "what's worst than what I lived, how many obstacles life is gonna throw me"... and there is when you show HOW IGNORANT you still are.
Cause life is ok, close to perfect, only steps away from being fully happy, then THE someone appears, and thats it! you have accomplished everything, you have gathered everything you need!
But wait, remember life is not fair, life is not easy, and of course life's a bitch.
That someone needs your help, you help him out, do everything that's within your reach, but that's not enough, you'll never be able to do everything he needs, yo will always be powerless, and you can only watch his suffering, his disappointments, his pain, and DO NOTHING....
Then is when you look to life into the eyes and say "FUCK YOUR SELF", cause is when you realize that no matter what you believe, what you have faith in, what you know, that won't make any difference at all...
But you see, you are stubborn as hell, so even you know you wont be able to do anything you still fight back....
And you will keep fightin till your last breath, cause you wont stop when you are tired, or drained, you will only stop when your heart beats no more.